The Bliss Bar is such a pure light; supportive kind Folks, great examples of dedicated service to enlightening the Earth. I have been blessed to be in service with the organization for the past year.
I have been in Sacramento exploring for the past few months with exceptions of a week here in LA periodically. Life can be challenging in ways when we venture off from our “well grounded” life style! I began picking other burdens up as my own and wanting to help everyone, not surprising to me when BREATHING became a tough job! Thankfully I began Kundalini Teacher-Training at the perfect time (of course). The first day of class we practiced a lot of Pranayama, Breathe of Fire. With each breathe I began pushing thru many blocks that had accumulated, started becoming more conscience of what was literally suffocating me, as this stagnant energy began to move, I instantly started crying and felt sad, I wanted to give up, embarrassed to even be in the classroom. I kept breathing though. – I am sure it was the blocks crying because it is time for them to leave! A yogi once told me, “Misery loves company.”
I remember I am a WITNESS to these feelings/fear collected and FEEL CONFIDENT in the Truth that I am Love!
Immediately Conscience Mind began to work, we must change this right away! Suddenly in the television of the mind I see Keval- LAUGHING! Then one by one Bhagvant, Sat Kirtan, Rev. Beckwith, I-SELF and all the bright shiny stars I see in life began picturing in Conscience Mind, laughing, reminding me of TRUTH. Oh the feeling of JOY as I continue Breathing, glad to be clearing all the channels and find self centered in self again allowing energy to flow freely. Remembering to be conscience of surroundings and to ensure Self has some loving attention from SELF.
Life continues for me, I find Self in LA again, led to the premier of Spiritual Liberation, By Rev. Dr. Micheal Beckwith, at the AGAPE Spiritual Center. Again to be physically surrounded by Uplifting Community! Give Thanks! Spiritual Liberation! I feel it in my bones everything in the video I relate with in some aspect of this life. The beginning is great, suspense full. I find self letting go of the Attachments of this physical world (Life/Death), how do I continue to LIVE if I am AFRAID? Attachments mind me to be Consciousness- in all ways.
What a blessing to serve such Radiant people in OUR COMMUNITY. Everyone present reminds me of how we each do our part in supporting one another and to be here is such a gift-Presence to Earth. Seeing each person here is consciously asking to grow spiritually rather than remain Immature as the Rev. goes on to say in the ser-man (to serv man) on Sunday He is a gem along with the whole community doing each part to heal and UNITE as one being loving and patient. I give thanks that I AM present to witness such a change in our world. May we all awaken to the words that flow freely from Rev. Micheal’s Heart and duplicate the Healing Presence to communicate with those just beginning this Journey to the center of the UniVerse the journey to the Heart. Thanks to all of us that CHOOSE to WAKE UP every Sunday and participate in the energy center of LA. We be the Red Blood cells bringing Oxygen to the folks yet to arrive at AGAPE. AGAPE is our Heart. Through owning our Breathe we activate our story bringing to life the most glorious state of being possible we say yes to TRUTH and feel supported by our AGAPE community and The Beckwiths. HA Give Thanks!
The next day I attend the Aquarian Age Sadhana that begins at 3:30AM at YOGA WEST in LA, two hours of FREE Kundalini yoga and Meditation. A great start to the day, I continue to float blissfully thru the day then that afternoon, well, wouldn’t ya know a couple hours later ol’ misery sneaks up again, I begin feeling overwhelmed at the thought committing to a business venture. “Oh my goodness” I think (a pattern, I Release) “I want to do this, I want to do that”, Okay maybe I will just go to bed its “late” (ha ha ha, about 10:30pm). The next morning I wake up early, I have a lot of “loose” energy feeling I “should” be doing something. I make a list of the things I am manifesting, and that I have committed to. Everything coming to me is a manifestation of me higher self, why shall I be scared? I AM Succeeding.
Okay that takes only a minute. Feeling I “should” be doing something, I meditate. I sit down, too much THOUGHT CLUTTER- If this mind is to be filled with thoughts it will be thoughts to help me succeed! I AM Conscience at this moment and witness the internal conflict. I remember the ways that work for me. That’s it! I take this self right away to AGAPE! I am CHANGING right now, I say. The gas tank is on Empty, I live in Rancho Palos Verdes, the bank is closed on Sundays-it doesn’t phase me, this is happening- I grab my BAG of CHANGE and rush to the car! On the freeway, gas light is off, I arrive to AGAPE. Clock shows 11:03 Bless! I sprint thru the parking lot, fly over the Bliss Bar, flourishing, passing the Host at the door, he greets me and says “Good Day, Welcome to AGAPE, we are about to start meditation” and the doors close behind me.
AAAHH Give Thanks
I made it. With OUR Brothers and Sisters I make it. By Grace and Determination to make this CHANGE, I MAKE IT.
I am Elevated and again the whole sermon is precise, everything I was asking to hear, the affirmation I am Doing. Receiving smiles and hugs from all the friends also here makes me feel so good, ALL Consciousness reflects, we be here for common reason.
Now today I am still, Present in the now, Constructively Creating Now which IS the Path to the Future. I face Fear and squash it out. Remembering I AM manifesting Success this life, great fully saying YES to each opportunity that attracts to me, seeing it through to the next evolution with total heart. Commitment is Still Change! I allow the flow of energy thru me releasing all fear, all stagnant energies. Remember, I am Change and I AM Example. I AM CHOICE. I AM helping Everyone by living in Truth. Thanks for receiving me. Eloha
I AM REAL LIFE ELECTRIC!
SAT NAM
INFINITE LOVE
